heylo people relink me yeah?

ive changed my blog

YET AGAIN

its now back to blogger cuz i heard its back to normal

so.. the link is,,.,

www.mylifeisboringanditsuck.blogspot.com

hm... sometimes i wonder,does anyone read my blog.... it feels so..... weird.. writing. yet nothing is published THOUGH its published.

lol.

ok=_=

today.....um... had many calls from many classes that i "attend". i didnt pay for all my class fees so today is the loan shark day thingy. pay here pay there. finally i paid everything. ^^ free.. lol. jkjk. went to pasir ris change ex link card cuz somehow my ezlink card not working. so sad i didnt bring any other photo cuz the old photo on my ez link card SUCKS. seriously, professional camera people should be professional in taking pictures wat.... though the person ugly or not still the picture will look nice. -_- . lol. ok. that sounded super singlish. xDD sorry sorry. anyways. then me and mom went to white sand enjoy the air con, went to pets lover corner or centre, i forgot... browse through some stuff.... then went home.

oh oh .!!!

i forgot. this morning mom and i went to school for parent meeting. it seems like my parent was the only one who came today. xD cuz the ACTUAL parfent meeting was yesterday. but because my mom works on week days, she could only make it today. my marks i saw was SUUUUUUUUUPER bad. though i didnt fail any subjects, i got mostly Cs and afew Bs. That sucks. I want As or Bs. my goals are not achieved. T_T then they talked about my future.then i got reccommended to get atleast 15 points and below. =_=... isnt that still abit too high. i want 12 and below. =DDDDD  i guess i gotta work hard for that huh.

lets imagine. Me getting all studious, carrying a calculator and a note pad everywhere i go. hm....  i think thats a bit possible yet abit impossible. great. maybe im dumb. -_-

no. im not.

but still, i gotta work hard next year. be SERIOUS ( if possible ). the thing im happy is i got promoted to sec 4 express next year.. !! YAY!

in the morning, discussing with kc and holly to go amore to exercise. I ate 2 nasi lemak and 1 pasta!!! OMG, im a mean green eating machine. T_T so sad.. sob sob. kc cant go so me and holly went. at first we were discussing on what we should do. then at the counter, holly passefd her ez link for free trial while i grabed the flyer schedule thingy. Didnt really pay attention to my surroundings while i planned what to do but i felt like the counter guy looks cute. Im not so sureactually, cuz i was focusing on him. I was focusing on what me and holly should do ( see, im such a good friend. I know =D ) then at first we go to the locker. Holly didnt know how to actually unlock the LOCK.'ran and when she unlocked the LOCK, she didnt know how to put the lock on. Then in the end she didnt know how to LOCK the LOCK. lol. moving on.... We "ran" on the threadmill, use the thigh equiptment thingy and some other boringcrappy stuff. I wanted to play the WII in the CHILDREN'S PLAY ROOM.  For god sake, the children get to play the WII !?!?!? they're all less than 12 years old. =_=

then me and holly didnt know whether to go for ss( step and sculpt) or BEB( belly dancing) < its all part of exercising so dont laugh >=O > we played scissors paper stone.Then half way a lady told us that it actually depend whether we want to sweat  or shake.We decided to go ss. It was SUPER EXTREMELY tiring. then after that we went out of amore for awhile to eat something. Suddenly we bumped into alex and heni. So we all went JCO to eat yogurt. At first it was SUPER EXTREMELY sour. then it became nice. we took some pictures ( will post later) then heni andalex went off first. me andholly went to watsons to buy eye drop for me cuz my contacts were dryingso badly i felt so sleepy. the eye drop thing didnt really help as during jazz class, my eyes went abit blurry. buti still LOVED the jazz class. I think its the most fun yet tiring at the same time class i ever had. I could remember most of the steps. Though i was enjoying, holly was not. She couldnt get the steps. i think its cuz we stood at the far end of the class.after jazz, we went swimming.  I realized the swimming pool has only 4 filters ( i think). holly complained all the complaints she had to me and we both chatted. After that we went ( in our wet swimming suits wrapped in our wet towels ) to the counter. We wanted to get new BIG towels. but no more. So we went to the " HER room " to wait. few mins later, we went back to the counter. the last towel was taken away . =_= so fustrating. i was then suppose to use the smaller towel but i found two red dot stainssoi threw it in the laundry basket immediately.then shower. Lucky i did not shower finish before holly =P cuz affter holly showered,she became an angel and brought me a warm clean big towel. ( thank you holly. My saviour ) then while wedry our hair with a hair dryer, me and holly keep taking pictures . i felt like we were attraacting attention from people who were thinking we were crazehh but i didnt care.

soo....

here are the photos ^^

 crazehh people

 we clamed down.I like this picture most. Except the background and my hand holding the cam

 I LOVE THIS PHOTO. so style!!! i know im a good photographer =DD .. just kding. holly looks so crazehh and cool!Great crazeh model + great photographer = SUPER GREAT PHOTO

 we look so weird in this photo. we're both looking at diff direction

 we look like ghosts

 im emo-ing while holly is ... i dunno.

fatty me and oprah holly

we look super weird

 hair dryer alert

 me likes this

 what me n holly ate. a couple yogurt set

 i like this.

 yum yum

 really dark pic of alex and holly. alex feeding baby holly

hehe,, im happy cuz ive got my very own lap top!~ (finally xD ) next goal. Slim down!!  >3< by december 10 i must MUST MUST be stick thin. =D

just kdding. it would mean im aneroxic. atleast be slim enough to fit into nice clothes. hahaha. sian with old my old shabby clothes le. lol. sound so singlish. my promise to someone : no NO NO speaking singlish. ^^

anyway... today waited for daddy to see the doctor. wait really really suuuuuper shugar long. had to tell kc i cant rollerblade with her today cuz gotta go eat with my grand ma. i know. im such a good grand daughter ( but a bad fren? )  went to collect lap top. im like a blind rat today. wore my contacts when i wentout withj grand mother but my eyes could not take the strain , thus, i rushed ack home and tried my best to take it out . i have this thing, this problem withmy contacts. They hate me and i hate them. Its easy to make them angry by forcing them onto my eyes but then they will take revenge by sticking to my eye balls, refusing to come off. Sometimes i get so fed up i feel like poking my eye balls out. But,,, BUT  that would be waaaaaay worse than being a blind rat. I would be like Dead . i would FEEL like im dead. total darkness. Though i can learn to survive with it . but very unconvenient. (no offense to the blind if there is any. )

anyway. .. gotta go now. i have to.. HAVE to finish whatever homework i got. Bye bye!~~~~~~~~~

Today i wonder what friends are for.

I thought that friends are there to help each other and care for one another. ok. maybe thats only for best friends.

what are best friends? I dont know. I think i got mixed up between friends and best friends. I thought i had best friends. But it turns out they are only friends. Best friends help each other when one is down. No one of them comforted or help me when i was so down today. It was like the first time i broke down infront all of them. But none of them cared. They went on with their lifes and groan and complain about how badly they did for each other's test. I was just sitting there crying to myself yet they didnt care. However, two super woman came to my rescue. They are what you call REAL best friends. Though i do not treat them as well as i treat my so called best friends, they still comforted me and encouraged me. None of my " best friends" did that. Maybe they thought we all werent best friends but friends. I dont know. I dont know how to judge them. I dont know what exactly is a real best friend. The one that i trusted most in the group of " best friend " broke me into pieces most when she didnt bother to tell me dont be sad. She didnt even encourage me and comforted me like how i always do to her when she is down. Its like in her eyes, nothing was wrong. I felt so betrayed, so sad. I overheard that one of them was upset about their marks and the rest actually say dont be sad as if she is sad, they will be sad too. its like what the heck? I thought we were all good friends. best friends. But when i broke down, they didnt care. when another bestie just felt sad but DIDNT break down, they comforted her. This made me feel worse. What am i? Arent I part of their besties too? I try my best to blend in. To change for the better. But I cant be THAT perfect. Everyone has their flaws. Why must i be the only to change? I have finally realized who my REAL friends are and who are not. I shall do my best to treasure the REAL friends. they just dont know, how much they broke my heart because of what happened today. Those are not real friends. Those are ... I dont know what to call them.